Long time never blog le...shd blog abt some of my activities b4 i forgot...

Went to sing k with sy, hp, yvonne, raymond and sam..It was quite nice hanging out with them. In fact this was the 2nd time I hang out with raymond gang of friends. We were suppose to reach the crystallbell K shop at 3pm. However, due to some miscommunication, hp and mi only reach there at abt 3.45pm. We sang till 7pm and head toward serangoon for dinner where we met up with lieyang. Sam recommended the place and say that the hainan chicken is nice. So we order a chicken and some other dishes. As usual, sam and lieyang keep "shooting" yvonne during the dinner. Poor yvonne! As we were happily eating, a guy suddenly came over to tap me. I look up and saw this tall guy. I find that he look very very familiar. For a moment, I could not remember who is the guy. Then hp call out: "Wei quan". Then I realise..oh ya it is wei quan. Oh no!! I could not remember wei quan now...haha..He was having his dinner wif his family at serangoon too...so qiao. After the dinner, it was 8.30pm and they think it is still early. So they decided to go catch a movie. However, I had online meeting with my lab grp members at 11pm and sy had to go home too..so Raymond send sy, hp and me back home before joining the rest for movie...A tired day!

Entire Week

School life for this sem is really stress man! Every week, I have to hand in assignments. I had assignment for all my 3 core modules. Other than assignment, there is lab reports to be submitted weekly too. Lab is terrible. 6 hrs of staring at tat lousy equipments which always have failure...Assignments are tough...can spend a whole day reading the notes but dun even noe how to start doing the questions...was mainly copying from ernest...Met up wif wei quan for lunch in sch on fri too...Next week have quiz...n my haircut appointment wif steffe...y is sch life always so busy..cannot even properly enjoy it..

Went k again. This time is with steffe, zhiwei, shirlin, jun ping, vincent, kenny, andrew, ben, ernest. My mum was scolding mi of going out so often when my school work is so heavy. But Steffe keep calling me to go...I met ben first and we took bus to bugis. We waited for the bus from 8.30pm to 9pm. Reached bugis only at 9.40pm and vincent msg mi sae he reach katong le...We took bus 12 from bugis n lucky ernest was juz travelling from bugis to there after his lessons. So we drop off the bus and meet up with ernest to take his car to katong shopping centre. It was my first time going there...the shops look old and weird. They were all there when we arrived. The room was very small and we were all squeezed up in the small room. First time hearing ben singing....wa...he is the best male singer I heard so far...he noes how to sing almost all the song even Cantonese songs..Power! Nobody dare to sing with him for fear of destroying the song..haha..We sang till 1pm and all left separately home. Vincent offer to send me home although he live in punggol which is so far away. First time sitting on a bike...wa shiok!!! So windy and so nice. At first, I was quite scared..but once on the road..shiok man! Haha..vincent ask mi to check the street directory for directions to send mi home..i still dunnoe how to see the map lei...so he juz figure out the way to send mi home himself...Thanks Vincnet! Think he should be the last to reach home that night as he still have to travel back to punggol after sending me home.

Took my driving test yesterday. FAILED. I was so confident of passing as I did very little mistake throughout the test and I was feeling so happy on the way back to bbdc. In fact, I only got 10 demerit points.

However, just as I was very happy. This stupid auntie in pink cross the road. As she is very far away from my car, I just drove pass without stopping. Die liao lor. I got an immediate failure becoz of tat stupid auntie. Was feeling very depress the whole day. Was blaming myself and the auntie. Why can't I just stop for a while. If I were to stop for a while, I would have gotten my licence. Why must the auntie cross the road at that point of time..somemore she is the only one crossing. Alamak...there goes my driving licences. Was very unhappy as I fail not becoz my demerits point are high but becoz of not stopping for tat auntie. Haiz....

Wanna thanks all of my friends who actually msg mi good luck, msg mi or call mi asking mi how is my driving. My phone was pratically ringing the whole day yesterday. Was very touched by all the concern received. Now I can only pray hard for an earlier test date as the current available test date is in may. If anyone of you want to give up your driving test date, pls inform mi k....really hope to get a test date asap.

After 5 days of battling with my fever, I finally had my last medication last Friday. I sleep peacefully throughout the night without waking up every 6 hr to take the medicine. By Sat morning, I am perfectly fine and happily eating my ice cream. =D Hurray! Wanna thanks all the people who have shower mi with care and love when I am sick, constantly msging mi and asking me if I am ok.

After being sick for the entire week, I feel so out of the world. Everyday after school, I eat and sleep. Never communicate with anyone over the phone, school work is like piling up on my desk, never check edventure daily... Need to hand in unit op assignment on Friday. On Thursday, everyone is busy doing the assignment while I was sleeping the whole day. Feel so bad. In the end, Ernest have to explain to me and I copied his entire assignment on Friday. Argh!!! 1st assignment = easiest assignment = copy from pple. I gone case le lar...so bad..

This sem core modules are supper hard...esp unit op. Dunnoe where the hell or those formula comes about. Modelling is everything..including yr 1 maths, heat n mass...thermo..everything..n MATLAB assignment are like every week too....so every week have to hand in so many assignments....I have a bad feeling that this is a super difficult semester.

Never slept well the day before sch reopen. On the first day of school, I have lectures from 9.30 all the way till 5.30 with only a 1 hour lunch break in the middle. Intend to have lunch with sy n wq as well. However, wq lunch break is of a different timing. So in the end, I only met sy for lunch. After lunch was modelling lec. I did not know it was with the cbe yr 2 students. I was so shocked when I enter LT2. So many guys. I was asking Steffe if we enter the wrong lec hall. But later saw a few foc pple and my other friends then I know I am correct.

I started to feel very uncomfortable during the lecture. At first, I thought that I am just not being used to having lesson after 10 months of not studying. But, by units ops lec, I know that I am running a fever. I feel uncomfortable and my head feel like exploding. I bear with the tremendous discomfort and stay on till 5.30. After lec, I still have to walk over to popular to help yixian buy her ia log book but it was out of stock. So a wasted trip in the end. Steffe then walked back to her hall to get her stuff. Actually I wanted to walk back with her and later I can meet up with hp to go home together. But by that time, my body seems to be a heater, emitting heat. I went home directly without waiting for anyone.

My temperature was 38.9 deg last nite. I ate a total of 4 panadols and slept from 7pm till this morning 10am. This morning, the fever is still there but it drop till 37.8 deg. So I went to sch as usual. Again after lunch with Steffe, Zloon, Andrew and Ben, I feel terrible. The fever is back and is 39 deg this afternoon. I did not even finish my plate of food as I really have no appetite to eat. Ben say I look very pale and should go sleep more. I went to visit the doctor today as my temperature keeps increasing. The doctor say I had viral infection. My temperature will continue to run up and down for the next 2 days and my fever will at least take 2 days to subsidise. My leg muscle ache too and my eyes are painful too. Haiz...I should eat more vit C to build up my immune system.

Now, I just hope that my fever can go down asap. Feeling very very terrible now.

People usually look forward in the new year. However, I actually look back this year. In the past, I like to look back, look through the photos and reminiscence past memories. However, when I was 18, I decided to stop looking back at the past. Whenever I look back, I felt very pessimistic and feel that there is a lot of regrets in my life. I fail to treasure the people around me, fail to lead a fulfilling life, fail to enjoy myself ....So I decided to just treasure everything I have and enjoy every moment I have now, without looking back or thinking abt the future. But in this New Year 2008, I actually look back again.

Throughout the years, a lot of things have changed. I am no longer the ger who can cry anywhere irregardless of the people around me or the venue. Haha..cannot even remember the no of times I cried in Primary and Secondary School. In canteen can cry, in classroom can cry, outside teachers room also can cry. Also dunnoe why my tear glands are so active. The current me is more optimistic bah. I dun cry easily unless watching sad shows and I tend to take things more easy. Is this good or bad?

However, I feel that I lost the courage to express my feelings. In the past, I dun really bother about how people view me. I laugh out loud when I am happy. (Can even sit on the classroom floor and laugh out loud in front of the whole class) I cry when I am sad. I ignore people when I am moody. But now, the only expression is smile. From sy, I realise that I lost the courage to express my feeling. Whenever I am feeling sad or depress, I will just find things to occupied myself. I will tell myself it is ok, the feeling will go away. I dun dare to face my own feelings. Some people thinks this is having the so-called high "EQ". But isit really high EQ? I feel that I am so cowardly. I am just running away from my own feeling and suppressing it, thinking that as long as I dun think abt it it will not be there. Very often, it is still there. Just bluffing myself to make myself feel better.

Somebody name appear again. Someone I hope I could avoid forever. But the person name appear again. I feel kind of depress every time I saw anything that has got to do with that person. However, I still went to view that person profile. After viewing, mood seems to be worst. I really dunnoe how am I gonna face that person if we meet again one day. I just hate the feeling that person give me.

Well, for 2008, my wishes are:

1) Family healthy and happy always

2) Everything go smoothly

3) Become a better person??

4) Exam results all A+???

5) Forever wont see that person

6) World peace

7) All my wish comes true.

At Changi Village Ferry Terminal

Couples on Ferry

Steffe, Andrew, Me

Our Bikes

Andrew, Me, Steffe, Sy

Group Photo

Nice house

We and our bikes

Evon and Sam

Henry, Evon, Sam

Heavenly Coconut!

Evon playing with her coconut

Leaving Pulau Ubin

Evon and Henry


Evon and Sam